The wonderings of Me, SpaggyB

yes well... im all over the place right now.

Does life actually have a point? If it does then someone enlighten me please XD at the moment it feels like... see thats the thing... i have so many feelings flying around they've blurred into emotional numbness... the only thing i know is that things are just getting to be too much. Its just too much.
One day soon, im going to break.
Ha, i just described what i feel like to a mate... i feel like im boarder-line explosive depression...
yeah i think thats my problem. Depression.
You know the sucky thing though? I was looking up councillors and stuff earlier... damn people are sooooo expensive!!!! so even if i thought it would help i wouldnt have been able to afford it XD isnt that handy XD XD XD XD

well fuck this. fuck this whole life thing. Im thinking ill just retreat into a shell inside my head =) where life doesnt exist =)